Tuesday, January 20, 2009
I need a cigarette
I need a cigarette
Dinosours?
BIRDS people! that's apparently where dinos have gone... Bird DNA holds the key to making dino babies... or so some dude from the discovery channel would have you think.
Fuck dinosaurs, cancer kills more people than dinosaurs ever have, and you know why? Dinosaurs and humans never coexisted, and that's probably a good thing, but who knows, they might taste like chicken ;)
Indecisive
I made my own day,
I lived my own way,
Conclusions I've made,
Decisions portrayed,
Grappling the past,
A full blown collapse,
When I stepped back,
I finally relaxed,
The stories I've told,
The heartbreak I've seen,
The trouble unfolds,
The moments I'm weak,
But the truth be told,
I was not alone,
guided by ire,
In search of desire,
The one I did see,
Not a god to me,
No all mighty I need,
My mind is my seed,
What could work for you,
May not be for me,
Although I get blue,
All I do is breathe,
I don't understand,
I push it away,
I can't take your hand,
Nowhere I can stay,
I look at a choice,
slowly weighing odds,
It's all a façade,
I don't have a voice,
I can't ever be happy,
With what I hold true,
I feel really snappy.
It's all nothing new.
For fleeting feelings,
Forged fiercely from fire,
Freedom's formed frailty.
Feels less like desire.
Bring back bygone beauty,
Be bright being bold,
Sound strong not snooty,
So suspiciously sold,
Repetitive reasoning,
Routed rightly routine,
Such sour seasoning,
Sounds sorely serene,
Moving out...
St. Charles (Weldon Spring) has been my home for 19 years, 2 different house's, yet they are separated by 5 miles or so of highway. I've been here too long....
Well it's my time, I'll be leaving here sometime at the begining of August, more than likely the 1st of August. It's kind of exciting, kind of scary.
Here's the deal... My parents love me, they've done nothing but help me out, but they want me out of the house. School seemed like a good outlet for me, so I'm moving down to Linn, MO about 1 hour and 45 mins. away. I'll be going to Linn State Technical College where I will be fixing cars, which is what I was doing here anyways.
I'm moving into a 1 bedroom apt. and I'm afraid that I wont like living all by myself. I'm just not sure, but i'll probably warm up to it in the end... SO... to sum it all up in a few words, I'm leavin, but I'll probably be back A LOT.